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Thursday...
So everything's been so damn confusing lately...I feel...lost...I know what I should do and how I should feel...but just don't know... I want it all...the fairy tale...the happily ever after with Bry...and Cadence...I want Cadence to grow up in a loving family...see her parents celebrate their Golden Anniversary... But for some reason, my past keeps holding me back...and I can't let that happen... I need to put it all behind me...I need to do it...but will I have the will power to do it? Do I have the heart to? I love Bry...and in about 6 weeks, he'll be home...and everything should start settling back to normal... I want to be a good wife and a good mother... But for some reason, I just can't forget...it's always there...just...lingering...
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