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2003-10-02 | 4:22 p.m.
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Thursday...

Today is thought day...

I've actually got some time to think...this week is a breather after the last couple of weeks...and it feels pretty good...specially since I'm too tired to actually "work" today...

So today...I'm just sitting here...and letting myself get consumed with all these thoughts...

And maybe that's the problem...I think entirely way too much...

So...here's a thought...

Should you stay with a guy just because he thinks the world of you...just because he's sweet...even if there's no....spark?

Whatever happened to fireworks...and romance...and getting swept off your feet? Does that truly exist? Or is it just a form of imagination...something people wish existed...some type of hope to hold on to...like....Santa Clause?

What if you feel all this...the safe, comfortable feeling when you're in his arms...the way your heart skips when he's close...the way you can't seem to look in his eyes when he's looking at you...because you're afraid that he might know...that he might see right through your barrier and into your deepest secrets...the tingles that run right through you with a single touch....how he takes your breath away with just one kiss...or two...or three...what if you feel all this...and you know deep inside that it's the wrong person? Should you...or would you...go for it, anyway?

Would you be willing to take that risk...knowing that in the end...you might end up hurt...and broken...and alone...left with nothing but memories?

These are my thoughts...



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