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Thursday...
I got another one of those mind-boggling realizations on my way back from lunch today.... Lately I've been wondering why things never work out with me...it's always a given...it doesn't matter who they are...how old they are...how they act like...IT JUST NEVER WORKS OUT... And I've been wondering lately if it's me....I mean, WHAT EXACTLY IS IT? Then...all of a sudden...this thought came to me...it just came full blown...and I thought to myself, "Well, you have to make yourself happy first before you can make any one else happy..." And it sounded so right...and it felt so right. I mean, how am I going to be able to make someone else happy....if I can't even do that for myself?! I guess the question now is..."How do I make myself happy? What exactly does it take?" And I guess I'm just stuck with that question....because I have no clue....I'm at a loss.... I guess that's just the way life works...you get an answer to one question...and out pops another question that you have no answer to what-so-ever.... Beannie always says, "Why does God have to give us clues? Signs? Why can't he just say it straight out instead of making us guess?" Sometimes I wish I knew....
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